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Those people who've followed my droll meanderings online over the years (and I can only apologise) will know I have a very slight habit of rebuilding this site at regular intervals - often in some new language or fancy framework. I tend to then let it grow for a short while before tearing it down and starting all over again.
Repeat, ad nauseum.
I'd always put it down to being generally insecure, or to some sort of frightfully misguided notion of 'perfection', finding my source code ugly or poorly written and totally convinced that I could Do It Better™ next time. After a total rewrite. Again. This time for sure, right?
While the above still stands, it now seems like there's a more clinical explanation; my doctors are yet to decide if it's ADHD or Asperger's, but they're fairly certain my brain has been like this since I was wee lil' idiot, and are now trying to treat it with therapy and rather hard drugs that no, I'm not going to sell you.
Either diagnosis would go a fair way in explaining a bunch of things:
- my refusal to attend most of high school and the general dislike of higher education that went with it.
- hating on large-ish social interactions and being somewhat unable to read people.
- forgetting things.
- wanting to draw or play games instead of pretty much everything else.
Incidently, I've had this post sitting in a text file on my desktop for weeks now.
This is all a rather boring, rambling way of letting you know that waferbaby is back again, and won't be going away like it usually does this time. Probably. Especially given tha--SQUIRREL!